June 29, 2005
Stress
No better way to start an entry than to be stressed. I guess that is my life story and why it has led me to this site.... I don't have many to talk to in my personal life. I have a husband I can't open up to without being told to shut up, and a family that I need to be strong for...
Today I found out my younger brother has a blood clot in his brain and my mother, a spot on her lung. He's 21 and she is 52... I guess that is all I am thinking about right now... I thought I had worse problems until tonight. I frankly am in shock, and this is my only source to let it out... I can't even cry for fear of ridicule. And that is another tale in itself. A living nightmare I cannot wake from...
So I have found my outlet, no matter how complicated it may be to do this, since eyes are always watching...but maybe in this I can find the strength to break free from the ties that bind me.
Until next time.....
Posted by bea at June 29, 2005 9:16 PM