Vanity & Sin

Puppies!

Finally got the PUPPIES that I wanted! Yup, 2 six week old pit bull/golden retriever puppies - little black balls of muscle.. they are soo cute! Am I going with the name Cujo? Probably not, they are so cute, I need a roly poly name for the bigger of the 2. We'll see how it goes... But they are good about pottying outside in the grass..eating and sleeping. Hopefully they will take to kennel training well. So I am in temporary giddy mode due to the new 'babies'. I officially now have a full family. 2 cats and 2 dogs, 1 husband and weekend son - I must say having six kids is never dull!

I must say I am in a much more optimistic mood.. Due to the pups I am sure, I am still angry, but to look at my situation realistically - there is much I need to do to prepare for such a dramatic change. Picking up and leaving is no longer an option - too many committments and I love AZ and my job. With no other outside influences to set a goal upon, it just seems safer to stay where I am at. Even though its a bad situation - I would rather jump as far as possible while still being able to land on my feet. Preparations are in order - the devious plotting and planning in effect, I guess it is only a matter of time. I can only hope it is the right choice and done at the right time.

I can't afford to keep starting over after achieving so much... no matter how little it seems..