Vanity & Sin

Bless Me

I love the male species and I don't care what anyone has to say about it. Minus 'The Warden' of course. I believe I thrive off of the attentions of the opposite sex, and what man out there can hold me down anyway? Does he exist? Would he step up if he did? Do I even want to be held anymore?

These are the thoughts that plague me. Do I confront my fears or just move on in my peaceful playland? I have distorted my emotions for so long, I don't even know what I am really feeling anymore.

I know I won't acknowledge my feelings (if and when I have any)... Being vague has messed me up for good! It's almost as if I can't feel anymore....

Hmmm... something to ponder...