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October 3, 2005
Relaxation
I had such a fabulous weekend with Dave. We drove north to see the Grand Canyon, it was fabulous. Spending time with him has been the most calming and relieving sensation I've had since my husband's murder. I needed him to be here, I needed to see him again. He is such a great friend and I am lucky to have him as one...
And then he left, and I cried in my car. I truly am alone out here. I have 'friends' - but their friendships just aren't the same, and now that Matt's gone - I don't know what I have left here anymore. I have never felt more alone in my life and I don't know what I am going to do.
So I am off to see 'Cold' tonite, for me - because they rock, and hopefully I can snag a few autographs, and yes, I will you send you one Dave.
Posted by bea at October 3, 2005 2:16 PM
Comments
Don't cry Bea!!! You're never alone, because I'm always a phone call or email away if you need to talk!
Don't forget that!
Posted by: dave at October 4, 2005 5:51 PM
Eh, I get emotional...sometimes you just don't realize how much I missed YOU! But I am okay, just another day in the life of Bea. Never dull around here!
Posted by: Bea at October 5, 2005 8:16 AM