Vanity & Sin

Why is it that our pasts creep up in the present and our worlds begin to collide? Memories left behind arising to only bring questions and uncertainty to our lives. I am happy where I am, and it's being affected by those I once loved - that throw me off with their sudden feeling, things that I needed years ago - that are now closed off because my faith no longer lies in them. My faith lies within me, because I am all I have left.

I never meant to hurt anyone - and I am sorry "D" - you know how I feel about you and we'll make it through this together. Thank you for being patient with me through these rough days... I really need you right now and thank you for being there when I've needed you most.

Happy Anniversary

Today would have been my 2 year anniversary with Matt. What a day to pick to get married on, huh? But I actually had a pretty decent day. It was horrifically rough - sorrowful, and enlightening. I took the day off to grieve, just breathe and reflect on why this day is and always will remain so special to me. I know each year will be different - but Valentine's Day will always remain special in my heart because that will always be the day that my life changed forever.

Nothing can ever change that.

Happy Valentine's Day!