Vanity & Sin

So freakin sue me!

I am hanging in there..mildly moody, but what else is new? An ex of mine - though trying to not to make me feel bad, has succeeded once again to make me feel like I let him down AGAIN! And here's why...

too bad we didn't get to hangout... but, what's done is done. I had to work last sunday so saturday was my only free day and i actually cancelled plans that night to go done to the city. I'm not saying that to make you feel bad or whatever...

it was that fact that if you guys were so wanting to so me, you might've wondered why i didn't call....

MY BAD! My ability to mind read must have been off last weekend, and it's not my fault. I had no clue you didn't have her number...my phone was broken...JEEZUS. So maybe in another 5 years, we can attempt to see each other and play this little game of 'someone is pissy' and make me feel like dirt. I wanted to see you, sorry it got messed up...you coulda just showed up...it would have been a wonderful surprise. Next time, I don't think I am even going to tell you, I'll just come find you and let you get off whatever leftover high school drama stuff you are hung up on off your chest, since it seems to me - you may need to deal with it. Cuz I didn't do anything wrong, and I would have appreciated it if you could at least see that I am sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, SORRY!

YOU have fun buddy. Yeah, I am pissy on this one... YOU have an awful tendency to make me feel like I fucking failed you somehow, when I am not even trying to do anything FOR YOU anymore. Guess some things just aren't supposed to work, huh? Our communication was never one of our strong points.