Vanity & Sin

Cliche Day...

"What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger..."

Damn straight it will!! And I am coming out swinging!!
It feels really good to start making sense of things and getting a "gameplan"... now just to wrap up the things that are out of my control... Update on my husband's case coming soon!!

Oh yeah - it's far from over...

Stumbling...

It is humanly possible to find a song that can sum up the past 7 years of your life... and below are the lyrics. I almost collasped when I first heard it. I just wish I had a place to stumble to ~ but I left that all behind years ago. Ran screaming thousands of miles away to avoid the pain of losing myself in something that wasn't even real - although it was real to me then. In some ways, it is still real to me now.

I don't know what I was thinking anymore...

Pieces by Red

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who i am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole...

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole

Happy Friggin April

I need a beer...
I need a nap...
I need a weekend far, far away
Alone
'Nuff said.