Vanity & Sin

Done!

Yes folks. Any man who wants to be immature, irresponsible, and jeopardize his family - can go kick rocks.

Funny thing is..he still doesn't get it! So we'll just settle it in court. Long story, not explaning here - but playing "nice" really sucks while I get everything in order. I don't need to raise two kids - I need a man to support me, not risk everything I have worked so hard for. And have him not care. He is just a kid himself. No thanks.

Have a rice day!!
More to come!!

All Around Me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

By: Flyleaf

Thought for today...

Life will always throw you a curve ball at the most interesting and random of times. I am at the crossroads of a lifetime! And I think I am willing to take a chance. I am already taking a chance. I haven't felt this way in years and years...

Everything really does happen for a reason...

Here I Am

Here I am...

I’m too shy to show you my vulnerable side
I'm too near to make it clear – emotional suicide
Is this love I'm thinking of? I know that
Close the latch I can't attach, I'm sure that

Here I am, I can't give you anything
Here I stand, I can't turn away
Here I am, don’t want to cause you pain
Here I stand, alone and on my own again

Can’t connect, I haven’t slept, am I crazy?
Fall so deep and I can't sleep, I'm slipping into hazy
Want to share but it's not there, and tell me why...
Laugh too loud, no tears to cry
And I really want to cry...

Here I am, I can't give you anything
Here I stand, I can't turn away
Here I am, don’t want to cause you pain
Here I stand, alone and on my own again

Here I am
Here I stand
On my own again

by David Morales, feat. Tamra Keenan