Vanity & Sin

Happy New Year!!

Hello 2010! I'm ready for you..are you ready for me? We are going to tango...

I can't say that I am looking forward to much in this actual year due to the NIGHTMARE that it's going to be as I sever ties and move forward with my life & happiness for myself and my daughter. This will be the best nightmare ever once it's over, but 2010 is more like my year to break a few chains, bust some balls, and recreate the life I want and so desperately NEED to be living. It's gonna be a biggity bitch too. I have a non-proactive weight that will be drowning within the next 6mos. I have some serious goals and I have to move on them NOW.

If I wait any longer, I'm going to be crying myself to sleep soon from sheer frustration.

So for 2010 ~
* Quit smoking by 2/20/10 - made a promise to my baby and I'm done
* Custody Lawyer
* Complete my Bachelor's in August & apply for Law School BY December 2010
* Real Estate Lawyer OR Realtor
* MOVE - someone has to and soon. I don't even care if its me.
* Get myself on route to be back in Illinois living AND working by the end of the year - if not early 2011 (see "Custody Lawyer")

Luckily as I have mentioned these things, I haven't had much of a battle put up. So I am hoping to sell my house asap and get the fuck out of dodge. Hopefully my luck keeps up and I can get myself legally freed and clear of the excessive douche bag baggage by summer.

Yes - I'm one goal-oriented bitch. And I'm not messing around this year. I just can't do this anymore. It's literally heartbreaking to wake up everyday and have to keep doing this over and over again.

So here I come 2010! I'm really excited and more than ready to embrace the changes of my creations & desires.